never wanted to be

  But when  somebody lives in multi cultured society sitting on a bench in Oxford street where thousand of people walk around without looking at each other, it seems to be a strange place with strange people from different planets. The way they people walk, talk, smoke, laugh its all happens so fast some times they just walk around for nothing. Ladies with white dress, black dress, big breast shaped bodies, with make ups and costumes in their bags gives a notion that they  are trying to get the all eyes to one point and they do succeed in that. In  this kind of world when one penny lies on the beautiful paved floor of the streets no one have the time to pick it up even though its looks very shiny. It may lay down there for hours until some children get notices it and grabs it or until some road cleaning machines comes and sucks it up to its belly. At this point money is not a precious item may be because of the abundance of it or due to the less value possessed by it. But we all ran for it, run like wild pigs with leopard on their tail. People always say that its crazy world out there but they dont realize fact that the world is out there only because its crazy. Its due to that craziness we invented rockets, love our family, we think, travel.
    When i saw a girl kissing her boyfriend with long her under the shade of a tree with branches with no lives like the  hands of dark skinned thin girl. It moved in the wind like it was searching for something. The kiss was so passionate, so passionate that they almost fell down but he manged to get a grab on the trunk of the tree. The tree was trying to force its way through the concrete floor. It moved some of the tiles and that caused some cracks to form and when it grows more the floor will tear apart like the dried farm lands without the rain. But in the night when the street lights forces the lights through the tiny little branches it forms a circle like the web of a spider.